After a low of a weekend, I got to thinking, what am I doing wrong or not doing that is getting me into these ruts time and time again? I can't just keep living the way I am and expecting a different result. That's the definition of insanity! I know I have suppressed deeper rooted issues that creep up on me, right at my weakest moments- be that moments of exhaustion, exhilaration, release, surrender, etc- and bite me!
Yes, I have a stressful life right now. What I need to accomplish in the next 60 days is nearly impossible but the reality is I've just got to make it happen. I need to use every second as well as I can and just get-it-done. Still, I can't let all of that be my entire life. Obviously, I need to find a bit more balance and be healthier than I have been lately.
I don't think I can get to the root of all my deeper rooted issues but I can enforce more balance, through exercise and frivolities such as shopping and what not. And.. I've got to take my own advice and focus on ONE task at a time.